Fuck This

Well, tonight I've been threatened with social services again. Apparently, my mother doesn't want me here anymore, and is phoning them tomorrow. It's not my fucking fault the way I am. I didn't ask to be given birth to for fuck's sake. I'm fuming right now.

It all started earlier on with my mother questioning what I was doing online, like she does everyday. Telling me I need to get off there, and that it's the Internet that's caused me to become this way. If anything, the Internet's helped me a great deal by allowing me to connect with people like me from around the world. But, I guess some people are far too small-minded to grasp that. They think the Internet is just full of lies and deceit.

I'm starting to question myself as to whether hanging on is worth it. I'm so fucking annoyed with everything right now, and just want it all to end. In a way I hope she does call them. They may be more understanding than my own damn mother. I'm afraid to even be writing this as she's looked at my blog before, and constantly goes through my bookmarks to see what sites I've been visiting. It's like living in a damn prison.